Friday, December 25, 2009
He ate my heart.
In this picture I'd just lost 15 pounds, now I've lost 18.
No, I'm not fat I just have really curvy hips. It's an unflattering picture, but you can just follow along with me as I lose weight.
I'll show you another once I've lost 25 pounds. And then maybe a final one once I've lost 35 pounds. If I'm still not happy, then a final one when I've lost 40 pounds. Once I lose 40 pounds, I'll weigh 122, and I'm 5'1''. So, I started out 162. But I never looked that big. I might deliberately gain back ten pounds when I'm done, because I like being womanly. No way do I want to look like the teenager I am.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
It's okay. I forgive everything.
I hope you know I loved you,
But you need to know I don't.
The problem still kills,
But you don't hurt me no more.
Your eyes, they're still the same,
But they don't see me no more.
My eyes, they're not the me you knew,
And they don't see you no more.
My fingers don't remember you,
My body doesn't feel your touch,
My mind, it doesn't think of you,
You're not mine, I'm not yours.
You used to cry when I did,
But you don't cry no more.
You used to laugh and smile at me,
But you can't hear me no more.
I used to believe that you'd love me,
But I don't love you no more.
I used to think your eyes would only see me,
But I don't know you no more.
You used to tell me "don't be scared",
But there's no us no more.
But you need to know I don't.
The problem still kills,
But you don't hurt me no more.
Your eyes, they're still the same,
But they don't see me no more.
My eyes, they're not the me you knew,
And they don't see you no more.
My fingers don't remember you,
My body doesn't feel your touch,
My mind, it doesn't think of you,
You're not mine, I'm not yours.
You used to cry when I did,
But you don't cry no more.
You used to laugh and smile at me,
But you can't hear me no more.
I used to believe that you'd love me,
But I don't love you no more.
I used to think your eyes would only see me,
But I don't know you no more.
You used to tell me "don't be scared",
But there's no us no more.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)