Friday, December 25, 2009

He ate my heart.


In this picture I'd just lost 15 pounds, now I've lost 18.
No, I'm not fat I just have really curvy hips. It's an unflattering picture, but you can just follow along with me as I lose weight.
I'll show you another once I've lost 25 pounds. And then maybe a final one once I've lost 35 pounds. If I'm still not happy, then a final one when I've lost 40 pounds. Once I lose 40 pounds, I'll weigh 122, and I'm 5'1''. So, I started out 162. But I never looked that big. I might deliberately gain back ten pounds when I'm done, because I like being womanly. No way do I want to look like the teenager I am.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Thanks













I've never been happier than the way I've been since you stopped loving me.
Thank you.

Merry Christmas !

The first picture is my Merry Christmas picture, the rest are just pictures ;) !




















Sunday, October 4, 2009

watch me unravel, i'll soon be naked.





















lying on the floor, i come undone!

It's okay. I forgive everything.

I hope you know I loved you,
But you need to know I don't.
The problem still kills,
But you don't hurt me no more.
Your eyes, they're still the same,
But they don't see me no more.
My eyes, they're not the me you knew,
And they don't see you no more.
My fingers don't remember you,
My body doesn't feel your touch,
My mind, it doesn't think of you,
You're not mine, I'm not yours.
You used to cry when I did,
But you don't cry no more.
You used to laugh and smile at me,
But you can't hear me no more.
I used to believe that you'd love me,
But I don't love you no more.
I used to think your eyes would only see me,
But I don't know you no more.
You used to tell me "don't be scared",
But there's no us no more.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Horror Show.







i really miss my dimple piercing.
i have angel bites now, btw.
when i take them out, i'm getting dimple piercings on both sides.

Friday, September 25, 2009

i miss being a blondie.







let's get lost, you can take me home.